"My grace is enough for you. When you are weak, my power is made perfect in you." So I am very happy to brag about my weakness. Then Christ's power can live in me. 2Corinthians 12:9
God has blessed you with gifts and talents to make a difference in your world-including your family. But He's also created you with the need to depend on Him consistently. Sometimes the greatest challenge in our lives is to not try harder but to trust more. The good news is that with trust in God, we are never powerless or helpless. In the midst of pressure and busyness, firm belief in a good and loving God is the only road to vibrant living. I have been driven many times to my knees by the overwhelming conviction that I had nowhere else to go. My own wisdom, and that of all about me, seemed insufficient for the day.
As a single mother of three beautiful daughters life often feels like a three-ring circus. I don't mind the circus so much, but trying to be the ringmaster of all those rings at once can make my head spin. On one of these manic, crazy-busy days, my bright eight-year old reminded me that one thing that could have taken the sting out of the rush was the first thing eliminated from to-do list.
My daughter came wandering to the car while I was convinced Moses could move faster than my daughter even if he was on crutches. As she piled her backpack, her muddy shoes, and herself into the car, I sighed, started the car, and said, "Mommy's in a hurry." I suppose it would have taken too much precious time to say hi before I started grumbling. She says "Your always in a hurry," looking out the window. I felt bad. But still kept on rushing and huffing and sighing.
By nine that night, I was finally able to get around to prepping may daughter for bed ...lucky her. I just knew that long after she had drifted to sleep with her stuffed monkey, I'd still be awake, busily attending to details. I tucked her in, kissed her hastily on the forehead, and said goodnight.
She stopped me at the door in my rushed tracks as I flicked off the light switch. "Mommy, make sure to say your prayers before you go to sleep," she soberly commanded. I was glad she reminded me, but embarrassed that she had to.
In my crazy task-and worry-filled day, I hadn't left room for the most important thing of all, and my daughter as young as she is, had remembered something so much more vital than laundry and meetings and dishes and home work.
God tells us to "be still." I think He tells us this because He knows that our lives are not still, and it takes some effort on our part. It isn't always easy to set aside time to pray and commit my fast paced life to God. But being still and soaking up His provision of wisdom and guidance is worth every effort. And, thankfully, even if I forget to put Him on my agenda, He always puts me on His.
"Fill us with your love every morning. Then we will sing and rejoice all our lives."
Psalm 90:14